as i sit here in my isolation cube on the job, i can't help but feel overwhelmed by a feeling of regret. i should be slowly filling myself with coffee, its embracing energy would be much appreciated right now. i'm in the middle at my desk, in my own room and on either side there are class reservations. so, for this meager hour that i work, i shall scarcely see signs of life or have any human interaction. it's alright though, a fine time to cram the term structure for interest rates into my head for a good ol' fashion FIN 360 quiz. a time opportunity which i find well needed and do gratefully accept.
the bitter truth about this semester, seems to be that i'm making it more difficult on myself than the semester actually seems to be. at this point in time, i have:
15 credits ~ 15 hours a week
work at the lab ~ 14 hours a week
HvZ club president ~ ++stress;
radio club/ show ~ 3 hours a week
honestly, when it boils down to it, that's a total of 32 hours a week, which enough to drain someone if there were 5 days in a week instead of 7. i guess i'll get a harsh dose of reality setting in when i enter the job world. you know what though, i think i could use that anyway. as they say, complacency is the decay of action through comfort and security. with this, i probably intend to distance myself from my hometown, not out of a need to repel myself from my origin, but to get myself out and experience what i have yet to experience.
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